Tuesday, January 1, 2013

I am here, you are here


This blog is going to document my musical education, in the hopes that I’ll eventually be able to consider myself a music nerd.

Being a nerd has always been second nature to me. I’ve always thought of myself as one. I spent my childhood reading books instead of playing outside. I discovered the internet when I was around 12, and lurked in those AOL chat rooms for my favorite movies. I hopped from Youtube comments to Television Without Pity forums and Livejournal to Tumblr and individual blogs. I remember clear as day sitting on my friend’s front stoop as she and a few other girls explained to me the fantastic wonders of Pirates of the Caribbean and Harry Potter fanfiction. I spent days sitting in the graphic novel section of my local Borders because I didn’t have the money to spend on comics I’d finish reading in under an hour.

I collect science fiction shows the same way people collect baseball cards or shot glasses. The way me and my friends handle Oscar season is reminiscent of my brother’s Fantasy leagues.

I’ve never been ashamed of my interests. “Nerd” is a term intended to be derogatory towards people who feel uncensored and overwhelming passion and obsession towards something, and that passion is so strong we nerds have reclaimed the title and wear it with honor.

But it’s easy when you surround yourself with like minds. All my friends were right there with me. It’s what we talk about, movies and television and books.

And for the most part, music kind of got left by the wayside.

We listen to music, of course. We love music. But it never went much further for most of us than what we were given to listen to by the music industry. For me, I listened to the pop and hip hop prominent on the radio, on Total Request Live and on The Box. Then it was the alternative rock and pop-punk that slipped onto the Top 40 Countdown. Finally around my late teens I spent most of my time listening to my father’s jazz and classic rock – but the popular stuff they play endlessly on my local radio station. It all kind of jumbled together for me for a long time. I’d burn CDs with “Mr. Big Stuff” followed by “Mr. Brightside”,  Pink Floyd’s “Careful With That Axe, Eugene”, then Dave Brubeck’s “Take Five.”

I didn’t listen to albums, I listened to mixes. I was stuck permanently in shuffle.

I’m 23 years old, and today is the first day of 2013. I’m going to grad school in Colorado for journalism, and in my lifetime I’ve own a portable cassette player, and then a portable CD player, and then an mp3 player. I’ve seen the music industry change, and change hard. I want to be fully conscious for the things that are going to come.

There are two people in my life I consider music nerds, two people I care about deeply. They are different music nerds. The first, my best friend Brett, flips through the radio to every single station she’s got access to, can hear only a few notes of a song and instantly know who it is and the name of the song, and some random fact about the band or her own history related to that song. The other is my brother, James. James spent most of his teenage years going to three or four concerts a week, local indie and punk bands mostly, and he’s seen some huge bands at their very beginning. He listens to bands that don’t even exist yet.

My hope is to be something in between Brett and James. 

I plan to post Monday through Friday. This is my 968596856th attempt to successfully manage a blog, but I have actual plans for each day of the week which will hopefully keep my interest and keep me dedicated.

Monday - New (to me) Music
Tuesday - Music Video Night
Wednesday - Playlist+ Place
Thursday - Throwback Thursday
Friday - Shuffle

Let's see how we do.

--GS

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